Well, today is the first doctor's appt i have since getting out of the hospital. This is actually with the doctor who referred me to the specialist I went to see in the Medical center. I guess it's basically to follow up with me since entering the hospital. The "real" appt is with the specialist who actually ran the test on me. That appt is for Thurs. Thats the one I'm kind leery of. The doctor will be giving me the results to the test I took last week to see what treatment will be using moving forward. Hopefully I am good enough to just continue taking the medicine prescribed for a short period of time as opposed to long term. I am not used to being on medication having been relatively healthy all my life. I am basically taking this as a "wakeup" call that I need to really be conscious of taking better care of myself. I hate to admit the undeniable truth of "gettin' older". Can't burn the candle at both ends these days.Well here goes, gonna just take it as it comes and hope for the best.

Wow! It's been a while since I posted on here. I want to start using this journal again. A daily routine would be cool. We'll see.... :)

Wow... Its been tooo long since I posted on live journal. Just been real busy the last couple of years. I havent spoken to friends that Ive met on this site. Miss you guys if you even remember me. LOL. I'll try to keep up.

This is among my favorite classics. TIMELESS!!! Ya dig?! Peep the message!

Fell in love? 19
Got a MySpace account? 35
Got drunk? 15
Smoked weed? 15
Got french kissed? 13
Went to the hospital for surgery? 19
Got your heart broken badly? 26
Lost a pet? 9
Got arrested? 16
Smoked a cigarette? 25
Broken a bone? 19
Went to a concert? 16
Got your own cell phone? 25
Got a speeding ticket? 19
Ran away? 17
Snuck out of the house? 15
Pierced other than your ears? 26
Got a tattoo? 22
Bought porn? 15
Totaled a car? 22
Moved out of your parents house? 25
Had a kid? Not yet. :(
Got married? Neva
How old are you now? [(15x2)+6x2]-5

Received the phone call I have been waiting a long time for today and it caught me totally off guard to say the least.

I was notified that I was selected for the job I applied for about 6 months ago. I don't know but I hope it's not a case of "Be careful what you wish for". I hate to sound pessimistic, but sometimes we get our hopes up high and things fall short of our expectations. But I plan to make the very best out of the situation after all, I have done my best to try and land this gig.

I took the exam for this job last March and went through a series of screenings which was basically crawling up the butt with a microscope. I have NEVER been scrutinized that much for a job in my life, but it is a private corporation that does this type of screening for their prospective employees. The most I have ever been through was a urine test, but that was just the beginning with this place. I just hope it works out. I actually left my last job early because I was not happy there at all and I knew I had some things lined up, but nothing in stone as of yet. I just rolled the dice. I need to get back to work, I am craving it. This is the longest vacation I have ever been on.

The job pays pretty good and has great benies, but the main thing that attracted me was the lo-cal. It's not far from where I live, so the commute is great for me. That was one of my main concerns especially after working downtown in the city and having to deal with a 1 1/2 to 2 hour train commute every day. And that's after putting in 10 to 12 hours working in advertising. I have to confess, those corporate jobs SUCK! For those kiddies getting out of college and shooting for the stars, best of luck. But know that it's a brutal dog eat dog cut throat environment. I mean it's wherever you go, but I've seen it at it's worst. But, I dig experiencing things and learning from them.

I really hope this works out. I don't mind working hard and paying my dues, I been paying them since I was 18 but I am just looking for a home so to speak. After all, you spend most of the hours out of your day working at a spot. Might as well be comfortable with who you work for.


Fingers crossed... :)

1. Do you have a tattoo?
2. How old are you?
3. Are you single or taken?
4. Fish?
5. Do you dream in color?
6. Ever seen a corpse?
7. Hipsters or Hillbillies?
8. How did we meet?
9. What's your philosophy on life and death?
10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know, what would it be?
11. Do you trust the police?
12. Do you like musicals?
13. What is your fondest memory of me?
14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be?
15. Would you cheat ?
16. What are you wearing?
17. Have you ever peed in a pool?
18. Would you hide evidence for me if I asked you to?
19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
20. Which do you prefer - short or long hair?
21. What's your favorite day of the week?
22. What's your favorite color?
23. If you could bring back anyone that has passed, who would it be?
24. Tell me one interesting/odd fact about you?
25. What was your first impression of me?
26. Have you ever done drugs?
27. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?