This is among my favorite classics. TIMELESS!!! Ya dig?! Peep the message!

Fell in love? 19
Got a MySpace account? 35
Got drunk? 15
Smoked weed? 15
Got french kissed? 13
Went to the hospital for surgery? 19
Got your heart broken badly? 26
Lost a pet? 9
Got arrested? 16
Smoked a cigarette? 25
Broken a bone? 19
Went to a concert? 16
Got your own cell phone? 25
Got a speeding ticket? 19
Ran away? 17
Snuck out of the house? 15
Pierced other than your ears? 26
Got a tattoo? 22
Bought porn? 15
Totaled a car? 22
Moved out of your parents house? 25
Had a kid? Not yet. :(
Got married? Neva
How old are you now? [(15x2)+6x2]-5

Received the phone call I have been waiting a long time for today and it caught me totally off guard to say the least.

I was notified that I was selected for the job I applied for about 6 months ago. I don't know but I hope it's not a case of "Be careful what you wish for". I hate to sound pessimistic, but sometimes we get our hopes up high and things fall short of our expectations. But I plan to make the very best out of the situation after all, I have done my best to try and land this gig.

I took the exam for this job last March and went through a series of screenings which was basically crawling up the butt with a microscope. I have NEVER been scrutinized that much for a job in my life, but it is a private corporation that does this type of screening for their prospective employees. The most I have ever been through was a urine test, but that was just the beginning with this place. I just hope it works out. I actually left my last job early because I was not happy there at all and I knew I had some things lined up, but nothing in stone as of yet. I just rolled the dice. I need to get back to work, I am craving it. This is the longest vacation I have ever been on.

The job pays pretty good and has great benies, but the main thing that attracted me was the lo-cal. It's not far from where I live, so the commute is great for me. That was one of my main concerns especially after working downtown in the city and having to deal with a 1 1/2 to 2 hour train commute every day. And that's after putting in 10 to 12 hours working in advertising. I have to confess, those corporate jobs SUCK! For those kiddies getting out of college and shooting for the stars, best of luck. But know that it's a brutal dog eat dog cut throat environment. I mean it's wherever you go, but I've seen it at it's worst. But, I dig experiencing things and learning from them.

I really hope this works out. I don't mind working hard and paying my dues, I been paying them since I was 18 but I am just looking for a home so to speak. After all, you spend most of the hours out of your day working at a spot. Might as well be comfortable with who you work for.


Fingers crossed... :)

1. Do you have a tattoo?
2. How old are you?
3. Are you single or taken?
4. Fish?
5. Do you dream in color?
6. Ever seen a corpse?
7. Hipsters or Hillbillies?
8. How did we meet?
9. What's your philosophy on life and death?
10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know, what would it be?
11. Do you trust the police?
12. Do you like musicals?
13. What is your fondest memory of me?
14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be?
15. Would you cheat ?
16. What are you wearing?
17. Have you ever peed in a pool?
18. Would you hide evidence for me if I asked you to?
19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
20. Which do you prefer - short or long hair?
21. What's your favorite day of the week?
22. What's your favorite color?
23. If you could bring back anyone that has passed, who would it be?
24. Tell me one interesting/odd fact about you?
25. What was your first impression of me?
26. Have you ever done drugs?
27. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Do what thou Wilt Shall be the whole of the Law!



Happy Crowleymas to all Thelemites around the world...





Love is the Law. Love under Will....

I had a job interview today and it was quite an experience to say the least. I have had my share of interviews and I consider myself a veteran however today was something totally new. The job is a civil service position in the city I live and man they crawl up your ass with a microscope. So much that it' almost literal. I have never been through anything like that before in my life.

The interview went well and pretty pleasant, however its just the extensive background check and screening that they do afterward. They dig deep into your life going years back. Now, I really don't have anything to hide, but I felt VERY uncomfortable. After I interviewed I had to take an immediate urinalysis drug screening and then they gave me a packet to take home that had a ton of papers that I have to fill out and have most notarized. They want credit reports, copies a proof of address, selective service records and a slew of things too long to mention here.
Then, they go beyond the usual references. They want applicants to take three of the 30-40 pages and get 3 people not related to me and have them fill it out to verify that I have lived where I live and where I lived before that. Then they want the people to get it notarized. I was like who can I ask to take the time out of their busy schedule to do all that?!
Then we have to come back and take a physical, stress test to see how we handle pressure and a psychological evaluation. I was like WTF! I knew that they screen people going into this but I had no idea it was this intense.

I have to say I was rather disappointed with all of this mess. You would think I am applying for the FBI or CIA or something. It kinda makes me not even want the job. :(

Another year down; more experienced in this little thing we call life. The day was cool and I must say, despite those curve balls this life can throw, I feel good!

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Lord of Wisdom You are the guardian of all and nothing. A Patron of scribes and craftsmen as well as wisdom and medicine. Your task involves distributing knowledge upon the mortal realms and keeping them constantly interested in their quest to attain it. You are regarded as the master of the words, the emblem of truth, and the path to discoveries. Sages worship you.

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“Freedom is a two-edged sword of which one edge is liberty and the other responsibility, on which both edges are exceedingly sharp; and which is not easily handled by casual, cowardly or treacherous hands. For it has been sharpened by many conflicts, tempered in many fires, quenched by much blood, and, although it is always ready for the use of the courageous and high-hearted, it will not remain when the spirit that forged it is gone.” - Jack Parsons (Frater Balarion)

"The essence of independence has been to think and act according to standards from within, not without. Inevitably anyone with an independent mind must become "one who resists or opposes authority or established conventions": a rebel. If enough people come to agree with, and follow, the Rebel, we now have a Devil. Until, of course, still more people agree. And then, finally, we have --- Greatness." - Aleister Crowley

No Entity, whether angelic or human, can reach the state of Nirvana, or of absolute purity, except through aeons of suffering and the knowledge of EVIL as well as of good, as otherwise the latter remains incomprehensible. - Secret Doctrine 2, p. 81 - H.P. Blavatsky

Day Three...

Ra Hoor Khuit!



"But your holy place shall be untouched throughout the centuries: though with fire and sword it be burnt down & shattered, yet an invisible house there standeth, and shall stand until the fall of the Great Equinox; when Hrumachis shall arise and the double-wanded one assume my throne and place. Another prophet shall arise, and bring fresh fever from the skies; another woman shall awakethe lust & worship of the Snake; another soul of God and beast shall mingle in the globed priest; another sacrifice shall stain the tomb; another king shall reign; and blessing no longer be poured To the Hawk-headed mystical Lord!" AL III:34

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~R

Day Two....

Happy Hadit!


"Behold! these be grave mysteries; for there are also of my friends who be hermits. Now think not to find them in the forest or on the mountain; but in beds of purple, caressed by magnificent beasts of women with large limbs, and fire and light in their eyes, and masses of flaming hair about them; there shall ye find them. Ye shall see them at rule, at victorious armies, at all the joy; and there shall be in them a joy a million times greater than this. Beware lest any force another, King against King! Love one another with burning hearts; on the low men trample in the fierce lust of your pride, in the day of your wrath." AL II:24

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~R